job shite

 Just applied at 4 different Dutch Bros, crossing my fingers

Accidentally said yes to needing a sponsorship for a work visa on my application, even though I'm a citizen

Also, I hate having accidentally matching hair with people, like fawwwk, promise I'm my own person, did not mean to do twin like that

Overthinking & wondering in my free time 

But anyway, I'm going to save so much money. I have a financial plan, and I need to work immediatelyyy.

whoops

 Thought the entry of my boyfriend disappeared, but then figured out this blog goes by months and how much you write within those dates lol

Guys I usually use LiveJournal, please

Persevere and then persevere again

 The people I love and I will be great.

Also, fuck this presidency. I'm really hoping I don't experience dictatorship in my 20s, but we'll see.

 Gachiakuta is amazing

I love follo




Beautiful character design, music, and use of weapons


Soul Eater vibe for sure 

being little

 It's important to enjoy childhood

I just hated being little because of the inability to be taken seriously by people who loved me, and wanting to be what I truly felt like. If I ever have a kid, I will take them seriously and allow self-expression

I like being older now. I have always needed it and the freedom that comes with it, even if I'm not as free as other teenagers.

I'm still locked inside my house sometimes, and that scares me.

I have a plan to move out. My life will start.

word vomit

 I wish I were a robot, vampire, zombie, ghost, and werewolf, but I'm grateful to be human

wish they were real, aside from robots at least

Helloooo, wanted to put some art stuff

that represents me on here

writing when I can

 So, I started writing my story, which I've been thinking about for two years now and... It's something. 

It's something for right now, but I feel it will be great. 

Also, thinking I need to get two jobs so I'm not living off my parents' money, need that apartment money bad.

Twin Peaks

 I didn't get the appeal of Twin Peaks until I saw the very first episode

The way everyone had cried to Laura's theme like they actually knew her, like they were truly mourning her, just hooked me so fast

And then it was seeing how weird some of the characters were, but how they needed to be weird in their own ways for the plot and aesthetic of the show 

So cool



I wanna make a Twin Peaks character now or be one

ghost blogging

 Honestly, it feels so nice to have an unknown blog 

But anyway, my boyfriend and I just celebrated our five months, so basically fuck everyone else who did us dirty lmao 

I love him 

Currently about to do some school work for my senior year

recent laptop photos

 

Writer's Introduction

Hi, writer's introduction, I'm Nathaniel Cloe / Clo, last name's a secret for internet safety, but whatever 

Here are some recent photos of me... 

I'm 17 years old and I like reading, drumming, drawing, working on small art projects like posters, letters, craft flowers, I love jewelry, clothes, and history.

I enjoy disturbing aesthetic media; nothing crazy niche, I am a teenager in 2025, after all, so all my "new" discoveries are usually newer forms of art on digital platforms or archived shows, movies, books, and music.

Stuff I like:

Movies: The Crow, Catwoman 2004, Hellboy, Karate Kid movie series, Monkey Man, Mysterious Skin, Bones and All, Underworld movie series, Frankenstein, Jennifer's Body

Games: Life is Strange 2, Cult of the Lambs, Alice Madness Returns, SallyFace, Bioshock, Psychonauts

Books: Such A Pretty Smile, The Book of Raven, Mysterious Skin, Gorillaz Art book, Cult X, Frankenstein

Manga: The Summer Hikaru Died, Elfen Lied, Blue Flag, Junji Ito's rendition of Frankenstein lol

Shows: Yellowjackets, Skins, Interview with a Vampire, Euphoria, The Walking Dead, I Want To Eat Your Guts, The Summer Hikaru Died, 

Music: Honestly, so fucking much, as long as it's not bigot dumpster fire shit and it's well produced with amazing lyricism, I don't care about the genre, country too, even though people rule that one out a lot

Characters I resonate with / feel like me:
Freddie McClair from Skins, Sean Diaz from LIS2, Yoshiki from TSHD, Claudia & Louis from IWAV, Alex from IWTEG, Death The Kid from Souleater

Celebrities I like: Angelina Jolie, Keanu Reeves, Trevante Rhodes, Marlon Wayans, Halle Berry, Mark Ruffalo, Dev Patel, Jeff Buckley, Brandon Lee, Nina Simone, Lucy Liu, Pedro Pascal, A$AP Rocky, Taylor Russell, Marilyn Monroe, Cailey Spaeny, Christopher Reeves, Ayo Edebiri, Hunter Schafer, Elliot Page








 

Me